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okay...so now what?

Sorry guys...just something i gotta get off my chest...cuz i cant stand it anymore.  i am so totally bummed out by all of this.  And i feel like a total fool.  And...i still wanna believe.  But its way hard.  omg…like…I totally wanted to believe Dr X and Jedi.  And i listened to all the brainiacs on mhr...and i really really really really wanted to believe.  Well…actually…I did believe.  And...now...i feel kinda cheep.

i am totally bummed out.  It's kind of like waiting for a totally dreamy date to show up...sitting in the living room…listening to the cars drive by…waiting.  Is it really gonna happen?  Does he really want you...or is he gonna stand me up?

Its like...after he has looked you over…and you get your hopes up.  And...so...you drop the little hints...and he finally asks...finally.  And then you believe...like...maybe he is special...and he thinks your special.

And...so...you dress just right...for him...wanting to look nice...but not too nice...but not wanting to be a s**t either.  And...now...here you are in the living room...waiting.  And he is late.  And every car driving by make your heart jump up in your throat.  And you get mad cuz of  hoping and angry and kicking yourself and knowing you looked like a fool to all your friends.  And...oh...deep down...you dont care.  You want him to just knock on the d**n door!. 

I wish Jedi and Dr X would get it right.  And knock on the door.  And sweep me off my feet.  And make me feel special.  Please?

This is a Fan-Created Comment on MileHighReport.com. The opinion here is not necessarily shared by the editorial staff of MHR

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